Dog The Bounty Hunter is finding life without Beth Chapman to be extraordinarily hard.
"I can't eat. Two bites, I'm full". "I never ordered.I'm having a hard time ordering food", he added. I've lost 17 pounds.
While chatting with Entertainment Tonight, the pained widower said that 'I lost 17 pounds in two weeks. I'm sorry, I lost my wife six months ago, ' and I hugged him and I felt a connection like, boom, instantly brotherhood, right. "That's why I'm going through it, but I use that thing that's bad to help me help others". "And then I wake up in the middle of the night and I see her and it doesn't register that [it] ain't her". "I wake up to always touch her, especially when she was sick, I'd have to wake up a few times when she stopped breathing", he explained. I couldn't hear it no more. And she's laying and I'm like...you are not dying like that. "I will not let you die.' So I'm so used to that that I don't sleep solid anymore".
Wherever she is, we're sure Beth is proud of her husband.
He added: "I went in and she said, 'Look at me.' And I said, 'Yeah, you're freaking lovely baby.' (And she said, ) 'Look at me, Duane Chapman.' And I did, I always saw Beth and she said, 'Please, let me go'".
It's been no more than two weeks since the reality TV star lost the fight with the disease and Dog misses her like insane. But every day she talked as if she was not there.
After her passing in Hawaii on June 26, Dog told reporters outside of his Honolulu home how much he loved his wife.